| Those crap on my mind are about to spill out of my eyes, and yes, you are totally right, I am really tired of this life.
I just feel like I need to pour things out rather then having them stuck on my mind I don't care in what form they're gonna come out no matter it's words on here, English or Chinese, Mandarin or Cantonese, conversation or tears...
I want to be home because I ain't got any space here I wanna go out but I can't think of a single place to go and I have no way to go...
I wanna deal with all those crap but I am not able to...
I have been questioning myself am I a hypocrite... am I too selfish...?
they said I'm thinking too much that I'm unreasonable... that I'm too emotional...
I'm trying my very best to figure out this life but I think I'm losing the fight...
What an unreasonable and stupid person I am. There's just too much on my mind...
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| Things are still going on and we're still trying to hang in there.
10 more days, I will get to see their faces.
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and countless more days til I probably, finally, get to see your face...
Well I lost those words I was gonna say what else can I pray... I only wish the sorrow would fade.
needa work on the lyrics.
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| You and your song are stuck on my mind.
Sad enough, it doesn't even matter.
Memories are never intoxicting, but only are we.
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| Whenever I look up to the blue blue sky I think of you.
Hang in there, my friend...
And I'm missing a lot of faces wishing for something praying for someone expecting someday avoiding someplace...
I seriously feel like going on a trip alone this Christmas...
Ha...
Makes me wonder.
So we created the British Accent Speaking Day every month on the 4th, except for July. haha. Coolest thing I achieved at Jewell ever. Okay, I'm worn out. done with today.

grh... 煩死人了 = = 整個人生彷彿只有你的那個他 聽人講電話 not fun at all.
Stupid me. there's no point to be frustrated.
I will go on with my own life. I will...
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| So I was bitten by some sorta bug it hurt so bad. my finger was numb and swollen, as if it's burning inside... it wasn't even bleeding though...
I still don't know what that actually was. I thought I was gonna lose my finger. HA... silly me.
Everybody says time heals everything. (including bug bites ) Yes. It does. I know it so well...
But is it a kind of grace or just a cruel reality...
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