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Sunday, November 08, 2009


Those crap on my mind
are about to spill out of my eyes,
and yes, you are totally right,
I am really tired of this life.



I just feel like I need to pour things out
rather then having them stuck on my mind
I don't care in what form they're gonna come out
no matter it's words on here,
English or Chinese,
Mandarin or Cantonese,
conversation or tears...

I want to be home because
I ain't got any space here
I wanna go out but I can't think of a single place to go
and I have no way to go...

I wanna deal with all those crap
but I am not able to...

I have been questioning myself
am I a hypocrite...
am I too selfish...?

they said I'm thinking too much
that I'm unreasonable...
that I'm too emotional...


I'm trying my very best to figure out this life
but I think I'm losing the fight...



What an unreasonable and stupid person I am.
There's just too much on my mind...


Saturday, November 07, 2009


Things are still going on
and we're still trying to hang in there.





10 more days,
I will get to see their faces.

...

and countless more days
til I probably, finally,
get to see your face...




Well I lost those words I was gonna say
what else can I pray...
I only wish the sorrow would fade.




needa work on the lyrics.



You and your song are stuck on my mind.

Sad enough, it doesn't even matter.




Memories are never intoxicting,
but only are we.


Wednesday, November 04, 2009


Whenever I look up to the blue blue sky
I think of you.

Hang in there,
my friend...

And I'm missing
a lot of faces
wishing for something
praying for someone
expecting someday
avoiding someplace...



I seriously
feel like going on a trip alone this Christmas...

Ha...

Makes me wonder.












So we created the British Accent Speaking Day
every month on the 4th, except for July. haha.
Coolest thing I achieved at Jewell ever.
Okay, I'm worn out.
done with today.








grh... 煩死人了 = =
整個人生彷彿只有你的那個他
聽人講電話
not fun at all.


Stupid me.
there's no point to be frustrated.

I will go on with my own life.
I will...



So I was bitten by some sorta bug
it hurt so bad.
my finger was numb and swollen,
as if it's burning inside...
it wasn't even bleeding though...

I still don't know what that actually was.
I thought I was gonna lose my finger. HA...
silly me.

Everybody says
time heals everything.
(including bug bites )
Yes. It does.
I know it so well...

But is it a kind of grace
or just a cruel reality...

?



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